I Never Knew I Could Hurt Like This.

心痛了，泪也流了。

不想看到的东西，也不该看到的都已成为了事实！

心很痛，很痛！

you ask me to trust you, how am i supposed to when everything in stated clearly
infront of me.
the moment i saw it my tears flow down my cheek.
i trusted you so much & this is what i get in return?

I think of those sweet little thing u do & say just make me feel
that everything is just a lie.
why?????

The hardest part of this love, isn't leaving you, but letting you to leave.

Well, after sucha long rest finally am going to start work soon.

Quite looking forward to work with them~

But still ..... i think i've made the wrong decision .?

hmmmm~ i don't know !

Lets see if we can get along well then? (:

Guess .... we'll never be the same again.

i can feel that we're drifting further and further away..

i don't know what's happening between us.

I tried my very best to salvage this ...

But if your heart is no longer with me , i can never do it.

Lesser & Lesser phone calls & conversation between us.

sad to say that i already don't put so much hope in this r/s anymore..

am really sick & tired of waiting for ur phone calls everyday & night~

我真的很累，很累，很寂寞!

Baby , how i wish i have the courage to let you go.

How i wish i could turn back the time & stop everything.

you know why?

because, i feel hurt when i am with you.

because, i feel sad when i look into your eyes.

because, i hate myself for loving you.

because, i hate to pretend to be happy when i am not.

& i hate it when times is up i must leave you.

right from the start, i know that I've made the wrong move.

but still..... I've fall deeper & deeper.