❤BLEEDING LOVE . . .

2010-07-26T23:34:00.001-07:00

I Never Knew I Could Hurt Like This.

2010-07-25T09:19:00.000-07:00

心痛了，泪也流了。

不想看到的东西，也不该看到的都已成为了事实！

心很痛，很痛！

you ask me to trust you, how am i supposed to when everything in stated clearly
infront of me.
the moment i saw it my tears flow down my cheek.
i trusted you so much & this is what i get in return?

I think of those sweet little thing u do & say just make me feel
that everything is just a lie.
why?????

2010-07-24T00:50:00.001-07:00

The hardest part of this love, isn't leaving you, but letting you to leave.

2010-03-13T05:23:00.001-08:00

Well, after sucha long rest finally am going to start work soon.

Quite looking forward to work with them~

But still ..... i think i've made the wrong decision .?

hmmmm~ i don't know !

Lets see if we can get along well then? (:

Guess .... we'll never be the same again.

i can feel that we're drifting further and further away..

i don't know what's happening between us.

I tried my very best to salvage this ...

But if your heart is no longer with me , i can never do it.

Lesser & Lesser phone calls & conversation between us.

sad to say that i already don't put so much hope in this r/s anymore..

am really sick & tired of waiting for ur phone calls everyday & night~

我真的很累，很累，很寂寞!

2010-01-30T12:37:00.000-08:00

Baby , how i wish i have the courage to let you go.

How i wish i could turn back the time & stop everything.

you know why?

because, i feel hurt when i am with you.

because, i feel sad when i look into your eyes.

because, i hate myself for loving you.

because, i hate to pretend to be happy when i am not.

& i hate it when times is up i must leave you.

right from the start, i know that I've made the wrong move.

but still..... I've fall deeper & deeper.

it should be a sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare?

2010-01-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

Don't know how to be fine when i'm not.

Cause I donno how to make a feeling stop !

2010-01-26T05:39:00.001-08:00

dye my hair today (:

love the colour so much...

& also cost me a bomb :( took the package & total cost me $186/-

worth it la...

after which, meet adelia at bugis after her interview..

had dinner with her & walk around haji-lane.

am so happy that nothing caught my eye over there :D

only bought some accessories for myself.

went jco for some dounts ,chat for awhile than

home sweet home !

baby, i miss you (:

2010-01-25T09:20:00.000-08:00

deleted all the previous post :)

a new year , a new beginning , a new life for me to go on...

forget everything in the past, & work hard for the better future !

its already been a month or so, since.......

i nv knew that i'd step into this "complicated" relationship,

even though its not easy for both of us.

but i am really happy that you ever step into my life. :)

i love the way you treat me like a "baby" :)

i love the way you love me..

& i love the way you look at me and say " i love you ", " i miss you " =x

how sweet can this be? haha

you know , how i wish everything can be another way round.

but............

the fact is.... everything meant to be this way......

how sad can this be?

2009-12-12T11:21:00.000-08:00

Santa , can you hear me ?
i know you can. (:

2009-12-05T01:42:00.000-08:00

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有~

Watch New Moon today with fiona :)
Not as nice as part one " twilight " its kinda draggy & boring.
Jacob is so cool & handsome, edward's not as handsome as part 1 (:
but overall still not bad la~

After movie, headed to starbucks :)
i feel so much better after telling fiona how's i feel & all.
i hope she feels the same way as me ya?
i will also be there if u need a listening ear alright ? :D

feel so tired this few days~
dint get enough slp and still have to wake up early everyday to work.
don't really have time to rest~
i feel so so so so tired doing this everyday.

Baby, how long will this last?

2009-12-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

After work today , had dinner at thai express with gfs (:

shop ard after dinner, spend almost 100 bucks -.-''

this weekend will be going sentosa with gfs :) finally !!!

i am happy that i have my wonderful gfs :)

As usual, i was waiting for ur phone call ~

i seriously hope that everything you said to me is true.

i don't ask for anything in return~ just remain like this , just like this . Iam already very happy .

i know this might not last, i really know.

2009-12-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

" what are we? " Is the only question that i always wanted to ask.

please don't treat me so good , i don't wanna fall deeper & deeper.

because ....... i know..... this wont last.

My Sinful Little Secrets ~

2009-11-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

(:

this is the 2nd week since i am back to single life .
many of u ask " 5years of relationship u really bear to let go? " well, i should say you guys don't know whats going on. It is all between both of us to judge .
Ofcos , i do feel sad. But this r/s really can't carry on anymore, why not let it go earlier before its too late? Maybe many of u thinks that i am a "bad person" if i don't do it this way, he thinks that i am giving him hope. & i feel much more happy w/o him , w/o anybody controlling my life.
I feel so free now. Sooner or later, bit by bit we'll get used to it.

5 more days will be going to bkk with gfs(: it shd be a very happy trip for me, a trip that i always look forward to it, but turns out to be another way round. :(

Sigh~